If you know me well then you know that I lose my shit sometimes…okay a lot of the time. I have no patience and I can thank my Dad for that. I see it already in Nate and it kills me that my nugget is as stubborn and emotional as I am. I internalize everything and then eventually something small lights my fuse and it is only a matter of time before I explode. The last 3 weeks at work have been extra long, super stressful and just plain weird. I can’t get into details here but believe me when I say that you would never believe me if I told how bizarre my work environment is. We are all feeling it lately but this morning I lost it…snapped…and then I wanted to sit in my bathroom and cry for the next 5 hours (because I don’t want anyone to know I snapped silly).
Of course that is not a rational option so instead I went for a run in and came back feeling better. I was not ready to go all Charlie Sheen or whoever that Kony 2012 guy is (remember the guy who was running around naked a few months ago touching himself – yikes) but I wanted to scream and scream and scream some more. I hate this feeling and I hate that things get to me so much. Running really helped because I had a goal to run more than 2.5 miles and I ran 2.9. Getting so close to my goal of running 3.1 miles (5K) really made me happy and cleared my head.
It’s the weekend and I really need some time away from work. I’m not sure what this weekend will bring but hopefully some much needed rest on Mother’s Day J
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